Saturday, September 20, 2014

#Saturday Scenes


























Before I start my Saturday Scene, I wanted to let you guys know that I used the photo above from depositphotos. I bought a great deal from them- $39 for 100 photos. I'm just getting the hang of editing and whatnot so it may not be perfect but I am so excited to be learning something new and extremely useful for my time ahead!

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This is the first chapter in part one of my first book entitled, Red. It is the first book in the Guarding the Vila series and I am currently in the editing phase. The part you will be reading is the starting story of the real life Red Riding Hood. It is a short story/novella that I am hoping to release free to the public in October. Enjoy!
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One

France, Fall of 1697

It was early, the fog still clinging to the trees around the quaint village where I lived. The dew had yet to be disturbed and the leaves lit the ground on fire with their color. The wooden cabins lay laced with mist, hardly being seen in the distance. I should have been soaking in the beauty, loving the morning before the winter turned it cold, but Mama had woken me too early after her long trip from Grandmere's, causing my mood to turn foul with each passing breath. No amount of beauty, or threat of its extinction could soften the sour look I gave the dawn.
"Scarlett," She called. "You need to wake up! Grandmere is sick and the wolves are out. I need you to get up and go light the fires for her tonight. She is too weak to do them herself and I must go to town and fetch your sister for help."
I mumbled sleepily and rolled over trying to ignore the urgency in her voice.
"Girl, wake up!"
She shook me heavily as I tried to burrow deeper under my covers, when suddenly she tore them off completely. She scowled, tapping her foot impatiently, as I crawled begrudgingly from my bed to get dressed. I did not want to be up and I did not care to walk the distance to Grandmere's. This could wait, I was certain, but if I did not do as I was asked, I would be left no coin for food and Mama's temper would flare when she returned. It seemed far better, for now, to appease her. She quickly kissed my head as she pulled on her cape.
"You know what you must do?" I rolled my eyes with my back still turned towards her.
"Yes, Mama. Light the fires at Grandmere's." She gave me a curt nod.
"And you must do it before dark. Do not stray Scarlett. I'm trusting you."
Before I could say more she was out the door and on her way to the town a half days walk north of here. I couldn't help grumbling as the chill of the floor crept through my bare feet, cursing at my unfortunate luck. I should have been married off long ago, released from being a burden on my family and them a burden on me. But at twenty I was still living at home taking care of Mama as if I were an old maid. It was customary for fathers to pick a future husband, to take care of his daughter as soon as she was of age. He had done all of this, choosing a boy about my age named Jacques. He was brave and eager to become the lead hunter's apprentice, convincing my father of his worth even though he came from humble beginnings. My father always called him a wolf in sheep's clothing, insisting he was more predator than goat herder. All had been set until my betrothed died at the age of sixteen, weeks short of when we would be wed.

Papa had taken him on an early hunting trip, training him to become a hunter himself. They did not stand a chance against them. The wolves tore them apart to the point of barely being recognizable. The only indicator that it was them were the pieces of clothing strewn on the ground and the emblem embedded in my father's chewed fist, declaring him the lead hunter of our village. Since his death, Mama has refused to give me away and the fear of the wolves is palatable. The fires were key to keeping the beasts at bay, but as I stood in the morning light, I could not bring myself to head into the woods towards the cabin. I did have a little time until it would be absolutely necessary to leave in order to be there before dark. I turned my steps towards the baker's cabin, the forest drifting away at my back.

The smell of fresh baked bread and hot iron filled the air. The earliest risers were always the baker and the blacksmith. I loved the way the morning swirled with the scent, both metallic and warm. The baker ran her shop out of her small cabin, tucked deeply into the middle of our village, a pitched lean-to in front. The outside was lined with shelving and tables, all holding the goods she baked to sell. Thankfully, I had a few coins to fill my hunger with since the smells of her wares were driving my stomach to flips.

A crowd of villagers were pulled tightly together by the time I reached the shop, requiring me to push my way through to the front. A week ago I had come, craving the taste of scones and just as I had arrived a traveler snatched the last one from the shelf greedily. I knew I needed to be quick, so I would not be cheated again. I none too gently elbowed a man in a graying outfit, quickly taking his surprise as an advantage to step in front of him. I saw his glare from the corner of my eye, words of protest hanging on his lips. He looked to the hood at my back, recognizing me instantly.
"Red! You should try to watch your elbows. It's not very ladylike to be shoving men around." 
He gave me a wink, a smile spreading across his face. Claude was the handsome, carefree boy in our village, whose looks alone would make even the most proper lady swoon. His golden hair only haloed his charm and his eyes of brun constantly danced with mischief. He made every girl smile and would have no trouble finding a bride... except that he was completely in love with me. He had asked my Mama numerous times for my hand, but every time, she declined. We, of course, had our fun but I couldn't imagine marrying a butcher's boy, the stench of death burned into his hands. I was a hunter's daughter and to marry outside of my class was beneath me. My father had always promised me a hunter and even in his absence I would accept no less.

I turned away from Claude, unconcerned with his teasing and grabbed for the last raspberry scone, snatching it from the hand of a battered old man. He looked pitiful, urging me with his eyes to give up the scone I had taken. I refused, shrugging my shoulders, pointing instead to a pie that was still waiting to be taken from the shelf. He shook his head in disgust at my suggestion. I did not feel guilty as I bit into the gooey raspberry filling, the flavors comforting my decision to be harsh. All acts were fair when dealing with the baker's delicious wares. The old man would just have to learn as I had to be quicker next time.

I left my coin in the hands of the baker's daughter then shuffled my way out of the crowd, satisfied with my haul. Claude was right on my heels, obnoxiously digging into a scone of his own. When we were far enough away to be simply a memory to the crowd, the scones being licked clean from our fingers, he swooped me up by the waist, planting a sugar filled kiss on my lips with force. I pushed at his arms to let me go and he did, dropping me lightly to my toes. I grabbed his hand and ran towards a small alley between two stables, hidden away from prying eyes.
"Claude! That was not discrete! I thought we agreed it wouldn't be proper, kissing in the streets. What if someone saw? My reputation would be ruined, you retched boy!
I slapped at his chest but he just laughed, the contagious sound thrumming through my fingers.
"No one saw us, darling girl. You know I would be ashamed if I ended up the cause of your fallen honor. I would never be so rash!" He gently brushed my cheek. "You are as precious as a rose in bloom." Stepping back, he looked around in delight. "But behold! We are alone. So. Where were we?"
He grabbed me by the waist, sweeping me up into another kiss. This time I returned it, consumed by his urgency. He tasted of jam and warm bread, and for a moment it didn't matter who we were. We could have been anyone and the future laid out before us. All that mattered was that it felt right. That moment, however sweet, just as the roses were, faded quickly. He returned me to my feet, that I carefully shuffled trying to regain my balance. I adjusted my skirts and cape back to their proper position.
"What is the meaning of all of the commotion this morning? There are so many people about so early."
"The men are going on their hunt tomorrow for the wolves so the town is throwing a festival for their safe return. There'll be plenty of food and drink today, Mon Cheri! It's a celebration!"
He slurred his words in exaggerated excitement and I couldn't help the grin that came to my face. I loved the festivities before a hunt. There was no better place in all of France to be when our village was celebrating the safe returns of our men. Claude's enthusiasm only spurred on my own. The town would be so alive today, whereas tomorrow there would be nothing but drowning amounts of fear. Terror that their loved ones may not return. I grabbed Claude's hand and started dragging him towards the pub. He played along that my strength overwhelmed his own.
"Where are you taking me, my rose?" He said with feigned concern.
I just winked and we ran through the streets laughing.

Monday, September 8, 2014

A Call for Help

Resources are desperately
needed!

This is going to start out random but I promise you it gets to the point... eventually.

It has been one week since I’ve had any wheat. One week.
That means an entire week of no bread. No pasta. No egg soufflés!!! (and in case you didn’t know, egg soufflés are my favorite!)

*Deep breaths*
You remember my post when I got back from Vegas that talked about new beginnings? Yeah, this is one of them. It isn’t a permanent removal of all things delicious, I know that everything is a moderation thing, it’s just a temporary, I really need to work on my portions because I love bread way too much, thing. In truth it makes me feel better but that doesn’t mean that I am not craving the hell out of it. Which, as a side note, I am.

In better news, I removed the fake claws I had put on for vacation and can now quickly and comfortably type. It makes blogging and drafting a novel much, much easier. Besides, they were done horrifically by the salon I had gone to and were practically tearing at my real nails every time I did anything. I’m much happier to have my short, real nails back and I think I’ve learned my lesson that I am no longer a girl who can have long nails. I’m too incompetent for them and I respect any woman who can get through her day without hassle that has long nails, real or fake. Just because I am on the subject of ‘girly things’ I have one more observation that I came across this weekend: I am a red head, with extremely pale skin. So pale, in fact, that the moment I move or get even a little warm my face turns a serious shade of red. This makes foundations/powders/all makeup that is supposed to cover your face extremely important to me. I also have highly sensitive skin, so chemicals don’t do me any favors. This makes finding products pretty tough. I took my fifth trip into Ulta (a specialty makeup store in my area) to try and find something that would help. Everything I’ve purchased thus far has failed, caked, made me break out or just in general didn’t look right. Thankfully I found a makeup line called It. I purchased their new CC Veil cream and the foundation powder and Oh my god. If you have any issues finding a good base for your makeup seriously, try this. I am in love.

NOW ON TO THE SERIOUS THINGS…

I posted in the Writer’s Discussion community last night asking how people were balancing all things in life and being an author. It was a relief to see so many people are as clueless as me. And then, I thought about it and panicked a little. Posting it was a light hearted thing until I realized that I actually needed an answer. I have yet to run into this problem because I’ve never really had long term projects. I am awesome at getting things done. I can pack a day like you wouldn’t believe, to make sure everything gets taken care of and there’s enough time to gloat when it’s finished. But something that takes weeks, months, years to complete. Oh. My. Lanta. I am at a complete loss. How in the heck do you stay motivated? How do you stay on track? How do you keep an insane schedule for that period of time? How do you not get freaking bored with what you’re doing, everyday all day for months!?

Yikes.

I don’t have the answer and for the first time in my entire life I cannot even try to fake having the answer. More often than not I can push through and pretend until I figure it out. Well, it’s been a year since Red was conceptualized and I still have no, freaking, clue. I’ve googled. I’ve conversed. I’ve read the journey of others. And probably for the first time since the internet was realized, there just isn’t an answer. There is no easy fix. No twelve step program. There’s no template, no demo for me to use. No one on this bloody planet has an answer for balancing and continuing on with a novel. And if they do, they’re not sharing (which in this case, if we ever meet and I find out you know, we’re going to have problems). It seems that nearly every question I’ve ever asked regarding the writing of a novel it has been completely opinion based or everyone else has the same darn question!

This leads me to the real reason for this blog (even though it began with completely off topic conversation). I would like to start a resource list, so that when people have questions or need just a direction to look there is an easy page to scroll through. I cannot tell you how much time I’ve wasted clicking through Google search results only to get something that either doesn’t apply or is just someone using keywords to get blog views. I would like to try to minimize this, but to do that I need everyone’s help. I’m certainly not the most internet savvy person in the world, and I’ve only found a handful of useful websites for different questions about writing a novel. I would like your input on what has helped you tremendously in your journey thus far. Here’s an example of the types of categories I’m looking for:  

-Self publishing tips
-The legalities (ISBN’s, business license, taxes, etc)
-How to stay motivated
-Good time management tips
-Plotting, character development, word choice
-Marketing/Self promotion
-Getting  an editor, illustrator, beta readers

These are just a few bumps that I’ve found where I’ve had trouble finding good links/blogs/resources to find the answers to the questions I have. Not only will this help me as a writer (and any other writers who are struggling with maybe what questions to even ask) but also it’ll help me as a reader. I’m always looking for well written/well published books too! So knowing how amazing everyone on G+ is I’m sure we can put together a killer resource list that I can make available in case there are people struggling for the answers. Even if they don’t have everything you need, at least it’ll give writers a place to start. Please either comment here, on my page or message me so that I can put the list together.

Thanks J